goodbye??

mi familia...

I'm so happy right now!!

My grandparents and my aunt's family came up from Arizona. I've had so much fun hanging out with them.

School's finally out...graduation is tomorrow...i'm excited as hell.

I went and saw the Davinci Code an hour ago and I loved it. It just keep we wondering what was going to happen next. If you like history and mystery movies...then I highly recommend.

Well i just thought i'd update this thing.

Hey if you love me enough as you should....come to my graduation BBQ after the graduation until whenever you're full. I hope to see you there! Bye

>joel

WORK IT

That's it folks that all I've been doing. Whoopie! I'm really missing school. <--Crazy I know.

I got my homework the other day and still haven't took the time to do it. blah. I mean hello are you serious? No no no.

HyVee is boring the freak out of me. I'm tired of going to work everyday. Sometimes I feel like just quiting and walking out. haha. But I know I'd be a dumbass to do so without another job to go to.

Lately I've been talking about my future. I really don't want to go to KU. At least I think I don't. I want to help my grandparents back home in Arizona. I really miss them and I know I barely see them anymore. And who knows when something will come up. I love them so much and I know me helping them out will be great. They always tell me that they wish I would live with them and I know I would in a heartbeat.

But I seriously don't know what to do. I've lost my interest with KU marching band. I love playing the trumpet but if it means more money to spend then fuck it. My mom has too many bills to compete with. And I know I won't be able to pay for college without the help from her. She's been telling me how depressed she is and if she can still hang on. And I hate to see my mom like that. I hate it. I hate being broke. I hate expenses. And I told her about me not wanting to go to school after graduation and she totally was against it. Yeah I want a degree in something but shit what will it be??? What am I good at? Pissing people off? haha sure....She wants me to go to school and she would prefer it be in Arizona. Which i'm not against. I love Arizona and being closer to my family is a plus.

So yeah decisions, decisions....

Oh god I saw my school fee statement and it just gave me a headache. I owe LHS like over $500. And somehow I need to pay it before graduation if I want to have my cap and gown?? Riiiight...

Hopefully our taco sale+my check will pay that off and then some. *fingerscrossed*

So everyone with money!! Come to the Haskell Pow Wow grounds and buy a taco from a po native ok??? I'd be happy to make ya one. From Friday evening to Saturday! Come and see me.

Well I'm gonna go for now. Laterz....

j. hernandez

Currently Listening I Changed My Mind By Keyshia Cole Love see related

i'm dying...

oh man this past week has been crazy...

prom was great. My date was alittle lame but for the rest of the night...I had a blast. I literally lost 10lbs dancing. Then the after party was cool. I won some free food go figure...there's the 10lbs back. haha.

I just don't get brenna. She tells me she hates michael krumm but then again she'll dance with him basically the whole night. I'm confused. Then she wanted to go to the after party but yet when "Joe" calls her she all of a sudden says she doesn't like him but then wants to go home and show him her dress and forget about the after party?? I'm confused.

DECA nationals...lordie. Well I hated the trip. Our hotel was in the middle of ghettoville. I seriously thought I was going to die just walking to Burger King. Foreal. Crackheads, prostitutes, gangbangers, and straight up poor folks. I was foreal scurred. When your wig is barely hanging on your head and you're trying to sale yourself...it's time to go home. hahaha....ew.

I ended up getting in trouble. Long. story. Lets just say I won't be back at school until the 11th. Because I have OSS. If you must know ask me when you see me. haha.

Oh by the way...death to Ms. New.

Um...the plane ride there and back was interesting...I held Mayra's hand the whole time cuz i was so scared. I've never flown before so don't be laughin to much at me. hehe. Thanks to Mayra, Marti, and Mariah for keepin me sane. ha

So I planned on auditioning for the senior speech but I'm going to forget about it because I'm in trouble...and how is that going to look when I walk in the room knowing that all of the judges probably know about my OSS. grr. Oh well hopefully David H-P got a spot. because I know he will make me laugh. haha.

so I got my senior pictures finish and I only got a little bit of wallets and I KNOW they will be gone in a minute, cuz i'm luved...but still I guess i'll have to start saving some more money to re-order some more wallets. ha

I guess i'll be working on getting my room cleaned for the rest of my "sentence". haha.

Well folks I suppose I'll get going because I have work early tomorrow and I know that I will need all the energy I can get. haha. Laterz!!!

bye bye

>joel

somewhat of an update?

so what has happend recently in the fab-o-lus life of JO-EL...hm...

Well last weekend I got into a car wreck this dude hit my brother's truck with his little ass scooter...funny as hell...and yeah...nothing has really happened surrounding this...I mean can he really sue me? no..haha!

I really considering a new job. I mean I love everyone at H.V. but seriously I've been there for 4 years..yeah that looks good on some paper but it don't to me. haha. I want to at least look for a job. The college student are leaving soon and yeah that means openings!! *fingers crossed*

Senior Week is coming in 2 days!! I will be definitely struttin my stuff up at school shit...hahahaha! Prom is this coming Saturday and I'm excited. I think Brenna and I will have loads of fun. Then I'm off to Dallas! Hopefully that will be fun...hmm...

I took my senior pictures today! I'm excited about how they will turn out \after that lady crops and shit. She had me layin and leanin and sitting and whatever else them damn pictures better be tha shit!! I wonder if anyone will want one...hmm...?

Well I have work tomorrow and I want to be well rested before hand. haha. Come and see me! in the dining area I'll give out some free food!! haha! 3pm-9pm at H.V. on 6th street! hahaha.

ANYwayz...folks I'm out!

>joel<